The King SPEAKS

Writing…

Posted on January 12th, 2010 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!.

Babe, if words could describe the way I feel about you, I’d have volumes of books to write. I know that I don’t get to spend enough time with you, but know that I care so much about you! Every time we spend even the smallest amount of time together, I feel like I have this energy in me, that makes me want to actually put effort into things. I was messed up and sad before you, but now I’m so much happier, I think my friends actually think it’s a little creepy!

When we were at the Macaulay building, sitting on the small chairs, acting fancy ( we were ?) cuz we’re dressed up and drinking Starbucks, I had fun. I had what I like to call, real pleasure. When that lady called us married, something inside me actually smiled because i almost saw it happening. I don’t want to say all these things to you all the time, cuz i know we’ve just started, but I feel these things. And I can’t change what I feel. Yeah maybe, I’m moving it too fast, i don’t know what is the correct answer, but I’m doing what feels right to me. And this does feel right.

And I know, this will sound perverted, cuz I’m a guy, but when we’re together in a bed, I think it’s the most beautiful moment ever, because it means so much to me. I like just cuddling with you and watching a movie. Hell, watching Family Guy was mad fun. I like being there with you, in an enclosed space we can call ours, with no one to watch or judge us. I like that feeling, where we’re comfortable with each other.

I believe that when a couple are kissing and being intimate, it’s the most… intimitate thing I guess. If you weren’t watching as I wrote this, i’d try to think of a better word, but right now, you get the point. I feel so with you if that makes sense. I feel one.

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Puppy Dog Love Video

Posted on April 28th, 2009 by The King.
Categories: POEMS.

So here’s the video of me actually reciting the Def Jam poetry!

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Puppy Dog Love

Posted on April 26th, 2009 by The King.
Categories: Life, POEMS.

So inspired by the recent def jam poetry I’ve been watching on Youtube, I wanted to write something similar. And I wanted to make a video. It turns out, i suck at making videos, so I’m just gonna give you guys my def jam.

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Ah those were the days,
When the weekends seemed too long, weekdays not long enough.
When you could only see your love in school because you still had a curfew.
Your first kiss, the first true laugh, the first true smile, the first time you said, “I love you” and truly meant it.
The world couldn’t bring you down, You were in LOVE!

Everyone remembers the nervous walk in the park together. Every step taken precariously, every movement monitored, not wanting to make a fool of yourself. Your palms sweaty, all five senses on full throttle, not missing a sound made, a word spoken, an action done. Your mind working in over-drive, every question replied to, every joke laughed at, every story heard, understood and engraved into memory. You’ve never been so scared but you’ve never felt so happy.

What about the time you lied to your parents and went on your first date. Your mom asks you why you’re dressing up so much, but you say, “It’s how I always dress.” Deep down inside, you dress like a girl for prom, the prince about to get crowned king, the physicist whose been working for 30 years and finally won the Nobel Prize. You dressed like your life depended on it and the future, past, present were all condensed into this one day, this one night, and you HAD to look amazing…

Once you’re dressed you check everything, double check, triple check. Everything had to be perfect. I wish I had gotten that haircut, God I need new shoes, does this shirt look bad? Do I smell? Nah, I already took a shower twice. /pause/ Let me put some more cologne on.

You go out on your date, making sure to open all doors, pull out all chairs, don’t curse, don’t cuss, don’t be stupid, tip the waiter. The date goes on, the night grows deeper, your worries burn inside you. Soon you have to drop her off, do you kiss her? Do you not? Do you hug her? Do you not? A full on hug or a gentle meeting of the shoulders and then air kisses? What if you smell bad? The nights been long and the cologne had to wear off sometime. It happens finally, a hug and a kiss on the check. You’ve never felt so accomplished.

Who forgets the first time you two were alone in a room. You know you both want it, but should you make the move? What if she thinks you’re only in it for the sex? The two of you sitting there awkwardly, hand in hand, but not a word to say. You lean in, you go for it, you kiss her. Probably the best kiss you’ve ever had. The kiss leads to more, your hands explore, your mind in a mellow state of calm, but at the same time it’s going crazy. You’re calm like a dove. No you’re fierce like a tiger on a hunt, on the prowl for more. Hormones rage through you like the Nile, Ganges, the amazon all combined. Should I enjoy what I have? Should I stop? Does my breathe smell bad?…

You and her are under the covers, like two animals playing in the Savannah. The world doesn’t mean anything to you, everything you want, everything you need is right there in your arms, loving you, kissing you, caressing you, life’s never been so beautiful.

Everyone remembers their puppy dog love, the late night phone calls that lasted till the wee hours of the morning, the long walks on the beach, the running in the rain, the lying on the grass. Buying flowers for no reason, cookies just for love. To live for love and love the life you live.

But when did we lose that love? When did flowers stop saying “I love you” and cookies stop meaning “Please forgive me, I am an idiot: When did we give up on love, stopped believing in sappy love songs, home made love cards, poetry so naïve and childish? Where along the way did I lose this love and how do I get it back?

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Protected: I wonder…

Posted on March 1st, 2009 by The King.
Categories: Life.

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happy 18th…

Posted on February 18th, 2009 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!.

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