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- Brander Matthews
Posted on November 1st, 2007 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!, Life.
I read these words from my friend Phil’s AIM profile. For some reason, I can associate with them and found them inspiring. Obviously with his permission, I thought you all might like to read it as well.
After years of spiritual solitude, after doing enormous amount of work, after you left your dearest friends behind and come to a new land to seek opportunity, after enduring the most excruciating pain, after the heartbreaking moment of leaving your love 10 thousand miles behind, after you worked your ass off getting that 5th place in an international piano competition with 800 participants, after investing hundreds of thousands of dollars in education, after doing the most epic AP American notes with 200 pages singe spaced, after involuntarily taking 4 AP classes, after spending hundreds of hours on preparing SAT, after oppressing your most wanted desires, after …… After you have done EVERYTHING Attempting to achieve just a Little thing you want, just this Little thing, and you find out that the chances of succeeding is 0.00094%, you might wonder, what is GOD, if such creature exists, treating you so harshly? What is the purpose of life when everyone is born unequally, what is the logic of the world when some people can do NOTHING and have EVERYTHING just because they are born rich, while Others have to work their asses off, do everything possible, and their chances of succeeding is so small? WHY?
Figuratively speaking, I AM THE FUCKING BEST STUDENT IN THIS SCHOOL. I am the person who can take 4 AP’s and get E on every single one of the courses, who can squeeze 3 HOURS everyday to practice piano and become so professional that he can play some of the hardest pieces ever composed, who can easily get into Julliard pro-college, who can be fluent in a language within 3 months, and take AP English and get 99 on it. I BEAR THE BURDEN OF 100 MEN! I AM THE EPIC HERO!!
But Why? Why did God raise him so high above and just throw him down to the ground with such momentum with no warning, no mercy, no reason? People say that God works in mysterious ways , I SAY that God doesn’t work at all, he is the bastard who plays people’s lives as if they were toys.
Well then, if the right is wrong, then i guess the wrong is right. “Better to reign in HELL than to serve in Heaven!” - John Milton (Paradise Lost).
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