I want to say something to you, I really do. It’s on the tip of my tongue. I look at you, I want to blurt it out, let the beast wild. Open the cage door, step back and let it all out. I look into your eyes, the very eyes I want to be number one in. How could I lie to those eyes. They look at me, stare at me. I want you to know how I truly feel, who I truly am, WHAT I truly am. I want to tell you everything, tell you how I truly feel. Will you love me more? Will you hate me? There are so many things wrong, you have no idea. I can’t believe you did this, or you didn’t do that. How did you forget … So many things.
Lies upon lies, deceit upon deceit. We NEVER say what we want to. Those who do are called insensitive. Why do we keep everything bottled up inside? Why can’t I just say it. Why are relationships based on lies? Not telling how we truly feel, putting on a mask every single time. How long can we live with it is the question, how long till the mask chokes us and we can’t breath.
I want to say so many things to you, I really do. I look at your eyes, you blink. The moment is gone. I bottle it up inside. I want to tell you what I feel inside, but I don’t. I’m too scared. I don’t want to lose you. But with all the lies, I don’t know how long I’ll be able to be with you…
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There’s a place where you can speak free. All you have to do is find it. And when you do, try to never forget where it is. When you get there, you can tell her exactly what you want to say in exactly the right way of saying it. It’s magic … all you have to do is look for that place.
Gurdong’s last blog post..The results are in, the show’s over.
The freedom to speak may make life better or bitter.. Don’t be afraid to say what you want to say.. You have all the time to say things you kept inside your heart!
