The King SPEAKS

You Screwed Me Over!

Posted on March 9th, 2008 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!, Life, Things That Piss Me OFF!!!.

Why’d you have to make it so painful? Why’d you have to leave me so scarred? I can’t even trust anyone anymore. You left me shattered so badly that no matter what I do, I can’t put it behind me? I can’t trust anyone and I’m always doubting myself. Why’d you have to leave that way?

I don’t even know what to say to you. I want to hate you but I can’t. I can’t hate anyone. You’ve left me so bad that my mind constantly doubts the reality. I think everyone is conspiring against me, even those close to me. I have problems giving my trust to people, constantly doubting them. Every action, I wonder why that person did it? Why can’t I accept that it’s just a plain and simple action? Why do I think that there are two sides to every action. Why do I doubt they’re love? Why can’t I be sure of myself? Why can’t I accept that she just likes me? Why do I think there’s a greater conspiracy behind everything? Jeez! I’m not that bad. I want to lift myself up from the bottom of the pit, but all these small things just push me back down. I hate you, I hate what you’ve done to me. I hate the fact that I know all this but still act the same fucking retarded way. I hate myself.

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