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Protected: In The End

Posted on March 29th, 2008 by The King.
Categories: Life, Things That Piss Me OFF!!!.

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Letting The Beast Out!!!

Posted on March 16th, 2008 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!, Life, Things That Piss Me OFF!!!.

I’ve had enough. I don’t need this anymore. I tear my face away screaming, letting out the anguish built in. Slowly the monster comes out, no longer held in by the body made by society. I’m not what you think I am and I never will be. I scream more, the screams music to my ears and peace to my heart. It feels good to come out of this cast. I’ve been in this mold far too long, it’s time you knew who the real me was. I’m tired of making everyone else happy and fulfilling everyone’s wishes. The perfect son, the perfect brother, the perfect friend. What about me? Where do I find my perfect parents or my perfect friend? Who really knows me? Who really WANTS to know me? Lies and deceit, all I ever hear and tell. When will it all stop? When will it all end? The mold is broken, the beast is out. I am happy. Society is not. It forces the beast to wear another cast, another shell. I’m confined again, once more held against my will. When will I be free? When will people know the real me? What’s the solution? Does one even exist?

Here I am again, inside yet another cover.

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You Screwed Me Over!

Posted on March 9th, 2008 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!, Life, Things That Piss Me OFF!!!.

Why’d you have to make it so painful? Why’d you have to leave me so scarred? I can’t even trust anyone anymore. You left me shattered so badly that no matter what I do, I can’t put it behind me? I can’t trust anyone and I’m always doubting myself. Why’d you have to leave that way?

I don’t even know what to say to you. I want to hate you but I can’t. I can’t hate anyone. You’ve left me so bad that my mind constantly doubts the reality. I think everyone is conspiring against me, even those close to me. I have problems giving my trust to people, constantly doubting them. Every action, I wonder why that person did it? Why can’t I accept that it’s just a plain and simple action? Why do I think that there are two sides to every action. Why do I doubt they’re love? Why can’t I be sure of myself? Why can’t I accept that she just likes me? Why do I think there’s a greater conspiracy behind everything? Jeez! I’m not that bad. I want to lift myself up from the bottom of the pit, but all these small things just push me back down. I hate you, I hate what you’ve done to me. I hate the fact that I know all this but still act the same fucking retarded way. I hate myself.

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Protected: Just Let Me Fall!

Posted on January 2nd, 2008 by The King.
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Everything Was Exactly How It Seemed

Posted on December 27th, 2007 by The King.
Categories: Everything and Anything!!!, Life, Things That Piss Me OFF!!!.

This sentence is from ‘Postal Service’s’ Song “Sleeping In”. The band talks about how he had a dream where everything was exactly how it seemed, nothing to cover up the truth. I wanted to write this post for quite some time now, but only today’s events gave me enough motivation to actually write it. What if everything was exactly how it seemed?

Today’s society is masked with lies and deceit. Every single one of us has lied once in their lifetime. I’m not saying that’s necessarily a bad thing, but just saying we all have. And those lies cover up other lies and in the end, our society is based upon lie after lie, like a diamond is made of lattice of carbon. I think our society would just crumble under the initial blow when all lies are revealed.

I wonder what society would be like if everyone just told the truth? Would it be a better place because lies won’t be in front of our eyes? Would we choose leaders who truly want to help people? Will it be easier to criminalize people, after all we’ll know whose intentions were what? Would there be no fights because we’ll know that in the end, everyone’s just insecure? Wouldn’t the world understand each other better? My parents would understand me, I would understand them. My friend would understand me, I would understand them. It’ll be like we would reach this new level of communication, this awesome stage where everything is so clear than no one is confused, no one knows which emotion to feel. It’ll be this absolute height where everything’s clear. A state of all knowing-ness where your mind doesn’t wonder if you’re right or wrong. Because all you know is right, no lies.

Or will it just go downhill? Society will fall, and burn into ashes. Will all the truth just be too much to bear? Will everything I want to say to my parents or my friends just crush their hearts and make everyone bitter? Will the fact that everyone tell the truth not change anything? Will people still not understand each other, or just deny it outright? Will we find out that Mother Teresa, noble peace price winner, actually was the most selfish person on earth? Hitler, who was a devil in disguise, had the noblest intentions for the human race? Will the truth just overwhelm us and knowing all the cruel intentions of the world just separate us from each other and we’ll all just live in our little corner? What will happen to humanity? Will we all turn sadist because we realize that in fact no one truly cares about you and that everyone’s just selfish?

All these things boggle my mind, but in the end at times I do wish that the truth was revealed, because I’m just too much of a coward to say all I want to. In the end, aren’t we all? And those who actually do say all that they want, society puts a branding on them – they call them asses, or people who are rude and have no manners.

P.S. on a lighter note, guys would start getting way less because girls would know that we’re after 1 thing mostly.

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